The thought of the prep fills me with trepidation. How long will it take to work? Then the constant back and forth to the bathroom!
I'm scared up to the point when they are just about to put you to sleep and then the fear of the results when you wake up.
Last came I came around, I saw my GI immediately and shouted across the room at her.."Do I have cancer?"...I couldn't help myself and up until that very point in time, I hadn't realised how scared I was.
This time around I feel even more scared about the results. I fear the worst as thing have been 'normal' lately. Good things always come to an end.
Yes, sorry, I'm pretty negative about my future at the moment and I have no reason to be.
The power of positive thinking goes out the window in the lead up to the hospital visit.
Any ideas on how to lift this dark cloud?
